spicychilies | Jul. 31st, 2005

Tomorrow, I'm going to take the road test in order to receive my driver's license....Sigh, I think my driving style definitely matches my sign. I read that Geminis are the worst drivers all of the zodiac signs. I am OK at driving but I suck at turning. It is just because my dad always make comments when I'm trying to make a turn. I am always trying to pay attention to the road and him at the same time. The common result from that? I always end up driving toward the curb because I was trying to pay attention to the enviroment and Dad at the same time. I never really noticed till now BUT the roads near my school? They suck. The roads are totally old, and there are too much depressions in the roads itself! My school passed a stupid law, sophomores now cannot park on their parking lot because they are remodeling and building a new building! I understand but why are they not working on it during summer?! Ok, the heat makes sense but.....at BJHS there was workers who didn't even try to work during the fall/winter/spring! So I'd have to park in Tyndall Park which sucks because there is a HUGE depression and I'd have to drive through it EVERY DAY OF MY SCHOOL YEAR! People who live near/around my school always walk on the streets. Today I was driving and there were two guys playing on their bikes in the middle of the street! They were in my way. I had to slow down and then Dad yelled at me for slowing down. Well, later he told me that I have to slow down when I see people in the middle of the street. WTF, I was doing that! I was practically crawling at 10 mph. When I walk; I walk on the grass side not on the street itself. I saw many many people walking on the edge of the street and it was so hard for me to tell if my car would hit them or not. I guess I am paranoid all the time because I always become nervous when someone is behind me and that person has been trailing me for a long time. I end up panicking thinking that if I suddenly had to brake fast and they end up hitting me. Or even worst; following me on purpose to just see where I'm going. O_o that is a scary thought. All my life I always freak out when there is a same vehicle behind the car I'm in for a long time. I think it is true about teenager brains not being able to concretate on the road if there is someone else in the car. I have a hard time paying attention to the road if someone is beside me. If I actually pass the road test; I'd be nervous about driving alone.....I'm contradicting myself.

Sigh, my life is never dramaless. As if it is a word!