The Death of Breck Davis

This week is the most saddest week ever in my life. Last Saturday, one of my classmates named Breck Davis committed suicide and everyone at my school was so upset including me. The odd thing is that I barely knew him. He was in my English class last year but only for a short time. I didn't remember what he looked like but somehow constantly thinking about him brought some memories back. I feel so bad. I feel so horrible. I feel like a selfish brat. I still wish I was a good friend to him and maybe I could've had prevented his suicide from happening. He was so intelligent. He was good at writing and I didn't even knew that till after his death when they read his poems aloud. I feel so horrible because I literally cried and I didn't know him that good. The reason why I feel so horrible because I barely shed a tear at my grandma's death. I don't think I truly care about her death since I knew she was about to die anyways. She was old and she had many physical problems. Yet I cried over Breck's death. Maybe that is because he is the first person I kind of knew and already met who died by killing himself with a gun and he was also my age....He was only fifteen years old. I feel sympathetic toward his family since his mother found him dead with a bullet in his head when she heard a shot going off in the other room. I also feel bad for David Dawson. He was Breck's best friend,and he was also his step-brother.

I know Breck Davis but I didn't knew him.

A lot of kids at school are upset about his death yet they are like me, they didn't knew him that good. Honestly his death was one of the most shocking news. I cannot stop think about him. Maybe if I was his friend then I might would be able to prevent his death.

Life is so scewed up.

EDITED: I saw his recent picture when it was taken in school which was last January. In this picture, he was smiling and laughing. When I looked at him in this picture; he looked so happy. He looked as if he didn't have any problems especially mental problems. He had schizorpenia

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